yeah im bloody pissed off rite now!!..

most ppl said wat i do is i follow my heart..

is it??..*lost*

bt how can they said dat??

do they now how i felt n wat im thinkin??..

do they ever ask anythin abt me??

well ade 1 part dorg btol uh..

at least i admit..bt come on lh..

were they ard when i nid them??..

nk kna call or msg aru muncul..

it isnt easy to b urself then y so simple to judge abt others??..

sependin time wit frens is my only joy..

even they cant hepl to solve my probs..

bt they try their best to advice me even they wasnt good enuff..

even they do bad stuffs..they never asked me to join..

even me step ckp nk try..

btw fizah is everythin to me..she was my childhood fren..

cant deny she grew in the dark background bt neither do i..

yet i can control myself..she oso can bt she didnt try @ all..

why cant my fam trust me??..

pkr aku ne bodo akn uat keje mepeks??..

eh lau aku nk kn..dh lma uh aku uat..

asl nk kna tggu skg???..tggu dh besar??..

arghhhh!!...

i simply dun understand!!..i fell my whole world is wreckin!!...

im fallin apart..seriously i really some1 who owez listenin to me..

i really nid to let it out..

SITI NADEA AGUS!!..

i really nid to talk to u A.S.A.P!!

damned!!..im fuckin pissed off today...

sial anjing punya jantan..

aku doakn hidap kau tkkn pna aman..
sengsara smpi bila..

musibot..alek rumah je cri pasal..

kau penat ade kesah??..kau sape nan aku uh cibai!..

suka hati kau je nk smpi tgn nan aku..

eh ingat ehk..kau tue bkn darah daging aku!!..

mulai skg aku tk respect kau!..

u r nobody to me,asshole!!..

hmm..damned it!!..

kau sape uh nk tengking2 mama!!

kau sedar uh mama dh besarkn n didik kau..

kau nk tengking dia jz bcoz a bloody small matter..

she owez cover kau bt wat u did to her??..

oi kau tkde perasaan pe??..

dis wat u called u love her??..

musibot nye jantan!!..

arrrgggghhhhhh!!!..

bodo sial!!

im jz fuckin pissed of wit u dumbass!!..

dun u dare to dis to my family,outsider!!..

p/s: jan tanya who i meant..

2day is our 1st anniversary!!..

bt my heart broke..

omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...

i dun think we an item anymore!!..

he seem changed!!..

well i cant blame him..

mayb its my fault as i didnt give him attention..

as he did brought up abt break..

coz he jz cant stand my attitude..

oh GOSH!!!!!!...

i dun want to lose him..

bt well..

i cant force him to love me if he hav no feeling anymore..

bt i jz need some honesty from him..

muhammad khairul ashraf!!..

i love u soo much..

happy 1st anniversary!!..

i really need u sooooo000 much in my life!!