2day is our 1st anniversary!!..

bt my heart broke..

omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...

i dun think we an item anymore!!..

he seem changed!!..

well i cant blame him..

mayb its my fault as i didnt give him attention..

as he did brought up abt break..

coz he jz cant stand my attitude..

oh GOSH!!!!!!...

i dun want to lose him..

bt well..

i cant force him to love me if he hav no feeling anymore..

bt i jz need some honesty from him..

muhammad khairul ashraf!!..

i love u soo much..

happy 1st anniversary!!..

i really need u sooooo000 much in my life!!

WOW,its been two or three months my blog tk kna update..

bnyk cte yg tpendam lam hati yg tk dluahkn..

g pon now usin new lappie..yg lma dh dlupekn bt nk kna store memory...*hukhuk*

aku post blog ne bkn nk any sympathy from any1..

bt dgn cara ne je aku dpt luahkn..*so ppl jan slh sangka k*

so jan nk memandai-mandai go simpati nan aku..

Last week was da worst week ever for me in 2010!!..

seumur hidup aku,aku tk pna rasa kurang ajar to org tua..

rasa hormat 2wards them really gone..

coz ne lh akibatnye lau wayar aku kna langgar..

aku paling sensitif org bbl sal family aku..

lau geram nan aku pon tk yah nk bbl sal family aku..

aku dh besar..smpi bila nk uat aku camne??..

for all dis while aku t pna alek smpi kul 3 or 4 pgi..

my limit pon b4 2.30..

lau dia nanak aku lam rumah ne pon..ckp je uh..

aku pon nanak lh..lau bkn sal adk dia..i wont b here @ all..

did any1 asked me wat i want to do??..why im in SG??..whether im happy or not..

oh bloody hell!!..im damned fuckin content aites!!!..

EVERY SINGLE THINGS @ HERE IS DAMNED CONTENT!!!...

aku tau smue pkara ade makna..bt no point lau tpaksa..

dh ckop telinga aku sakit dgr everythin..

especially dr mulot org yg alek dr HAJ!!..

tk gne sial lau mulot cam tue...ckp maen lps je..

tk pna nk pkr perasaan org laen..

selama aku pendam je pe dia ckp..

bt dis was to0 much..damned much..

aku tk pna mntk ne smue..adk dia yg nk sgt..

then dia ckp aku myusahkn??...

dia phm ke pe perasaan aku??..phm ke pe kinginan aku??..

well,does any1 in her family ever thought of my feeling??..

oh gosh..aku tk sangka terok gak ujian aku ne..

bt aku redha w/pon nan hati yg sakit..

okies uh..smpi dcne je aku leh smpikn..

btw no question asked!!!..