wat a feelins..
i really damned fuckin suck rite now..
damned it!!..
basically i wanna say im damned fuckin pathetatic person..
doin somethin wit my own feelins..
well in da end im da 1 who is hurt..
kinda cry baby at work juz now..
well..
damned sad wat juz happen yesterday...
i dun wanna break up k darl..
bt pls care 4 me..
not sayin u dun care bout me at all..
we do fight coz somethin stupid..
well i admit is my fault..
every misunderstandin due to me...
well dis is me..
when im not feelin gud..
i owez make a fuss..
do not take it seriously..
well im a damned fuckin pathetatic person..
n will owez..
at work place abg adzan cheer me up..
by buyin me a ferreo rocher..
bt only a while..
i keep thinkin bout it...
thinkin whether m i gud 4 u..
coz i dun see dat im da rite person 4 u..
as im not in da mood..
i started 2 find a way 2 hav a fight wit u...
i wanna say im sory..
damned sory for everythin..
if u cant stand me..
juz tell me da truth..
coz i cant bear 2 see u hurt coz of me..
let me hurt myself k..
it would b better..
no 1 will noe me better than myself..
let me b fuckin bitch..
who is damned selfish..
