♥ NaNa is ChubbY ♥

2010-03-19T11:12:00.002+08:00

yeah im bloody pissed off rite now!!..

most ppl said wat i do is i follow my heart..

is it??..*lost*

bt how can they said dat??

do they now how i felt n wat im thinkin??..

do they ever ask anythin abt me??

well ade 1 part dorg btol uh..

at least i admit..bt come on lh..

were they ard when i nid them??..

nk kna call or msg aru muncul..

it isnt easy to b urself then y so simple to judge abt others??..

sependin time wit frens is my only joy..

even they cant hepl to solve my probs..

bt they try their best to advice me even they wasnt good enuff..

even they do bad stuffs..they never asked me to join..

even me step ckp nk try..

btw fizah is everythin to me..she was my childhood fren..

cant deny she grew in the dark background bt neither do i..

yet i can control myself..she oso can bt she didnt try @ all..

why cant my fam trust me??..

pkr aku ne bodo akn uat keje mepeks??..

eh lau aku nk kn..dh lma uh aku uat..

asl nk kna tggu skg???..tggu dh besar??..

arghhhh!!...

i simply dun understand!!..i fell my whole world is wreckin!!...

im fallin apart..seriously i really some1 who owez listenin to me..

i really nid to let it out..

SITI NADEA AGUS!!..

i really nid to talk to u A.S.A.P!!

2010-03-02T22:27:00.007+08:00

damned!!..im fuckin pissed off today...

sial anjing punya jantan..

aku doakn hidap kau tkkn pna aman..
sengsara smpi bila..

musibot..alek rumah je cri pasal..

kau penat ade kesah??..kau sape nan aku uh cibai!..

suka hati kau je nk smpi tgn nan aku..

eh ingat ehk..kau tue bkn darah daging aku!!..

mulai skg aku tk respect kau!..

u r nobody to me,asshole!!..

hmm..damned it!!..

kau sape uh nk tengking2 mama!!

kau sedar uh mama dh besarkn n didik kau..

kau nk tengking dia jz bcoz a bloody small matter..

she owez cover kau bt wat u did to her??..

oi kau tkde perasaan pe??..

dis wat u called u love her??..

musibot nye jantan!!..

arrrgggghhhhhh!!!..

bodo sial!!

im jz fuckin pissed of wit u dumbass!!..

dun u dare to dis to my family,outsider!!..

p/s: jan tanya who i meant..

2010-01-25T09:07:00.003+08:00

2day is our 1st anniversary!!..

bt my heart broke..

omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...

i dun think we an item anymore!!..

he seem changed!!..

well i cant blame him..

mayb its my fault as i didnt give him attention..

as he did brought up abt break..

coz he jz cant stand my attitude..

oh GOSH!!!!!!...

i dun want to lose him..

bt well..

i cant force him to love me if he hav no feeling anymore..

bt i jz need some honesty from him..

muhammad khairul ashraf!!..

i love u soo much..

happy 1st anniversary!!..

i really need u sooooo000 much in my life!!

2010-01-22T08:05:00.002+08:00

WOW,its been two or three months my blog tk kna update..

bnyk cte yg tpendam lam hati yg tk dluahkn..

g pon now usin new lappie..yg lma dh dlupekn bt nk kna store memory...*hukhuk*

aku post blog ne bkn nk any sympathy from any1..

bt dgn cara ne je aku dpt luahkn..*so ppl jan slh sangka k*

so jan nk memandai-mandai go simpati nan aku..

Last week was da worst week ever for me in 2010!!..

seumur hidup aku,aku tk pna rasa kurang ajar to org tua..

rasa hormat 2wards them really gone..

coz ne lh akibatnye lau wayar aku kna langgar..

aku paling sensitif org bbl sal family aku..

lau geram nan aku pon tk yah nk bbl sal family aku..

aku dh besar..smpi bila nk uat aku camne??..

for all dis while aku t pna alek smpi kul 3 or 4 pgi..

my limit pon b4 2.30..

lau dia nanak aku lam rumah ne pon..ckp je uh..

aku pon nanak lh..lau bkn sal adk dia..i wont b here @ all..

did any1 asked me wat i want to do??..why im in SG??..whether im happy or not..

oh bloody hell!!..im damned fuckin content aites!!!..

EVERY SINGLE THINGS @ HERE IS DAMNED CONTENT!!!...

aku tau smue pkara ade makna..bt no point lau tpaksa..

dh ckop telinga aku sakit dgr everythin..

especially dr mulot org yg alek dr HAJ!!..

tk gne sial lau mulot cam tue...ckp maen lps je..

tk pna nk pkr perasaan org laen..

selama aku pendam je pe dia ckp..

bt dis was to0 much..damned much..

aku tk pna mntk ne smue..adk dia yg nk sgt..

then dia ckp aku myusahkn??...

dia phm ke pe perasaan aku??..phm ke pe kinginan aku??..

well,does any1 in her family ever thought of my feeling??..

oh gosh..aku tk sangka terok gak ujian aku ne..

bt aku redha w/pon nan hati yg sakit..

okies uh..smpi dcne je aku leh smpikn..

btw no question asked!!!..

2009-10-01T02:02:00.002+08:00

epy 19th bday temok ku!!..

baby nk mnx maaf lau baby ade uat slh slp nan hby..

thks sbb tahan nan perangai bby..

bby doa an hby success slalu..

n most of all

no matter wat happened

i will owez stand by u...

im 100% yours..

only death will apart us both..

I LOVE U DAMNED MUCH MUHAMMAD KHAIRUL ASHRAF!!!...

i wanna MY TEMOK!!

2009-09-14T01:06:00.002+08:00

i miss temok damned much!!..

i wanted temok!!

So believe me I, I am sorry I.. I am sorry I, I
I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I love
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I, I'll always remember how we came close to be
And what I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
Oooooh Yeahh
I wanted you
I wanted, I wanted you

I wanted you to be there when I fall (I wanted you to be there, yeahhh)
I wanted you to see me through it allI wanted you to be the one I love (Ooh ooh)
I wanted you, I wanted you (I wanted you oh)
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need (I wanted you to know me just how down deep yeah)
I wanted you to know just how down deep (I wanted you to know just how)
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you
I.. I wanted you, I wanted you

~some lyrics taken from i wanted you song~

2009-09-10T13:42:00.002+08:00

omg!!..

feelin damned reckless...

y m i feelin so far away from him..

as if i dun noe him anymore..

is everythin goin b fine for me n him..

damned it..

im cryin sak..

ya allah..

help me pls..

pls throw dis feelin away..

im really scared if we suddenly apart..

i need him..

he is da 1 i need da most now..

-undefine feelin-

2009-08-09T01:18:00.003+08:00

wat a feelins..

i really damned fuckin suck rite now..

damned it!!..

basically i wanna say im damned fuckin pathetatic person..

doin somethin wit my own feelins..

well in da end im da 1 who is hurt..

kinda cry baby at work juz now..

well..

damned sad wat juz happen yesterday...

i dun wanna break up k darl..

bt pls care 4 me..

not sayin u dun care bout me at all..

we do fight coz somethin stupid..

well i admit is my fault..

every misunderstandin due to me...

well dis is me..

when im not feelin gud..

i owez make a fuss..

do not take it seriously..

well im a damned fuckin pathetatic person..

n will owez..

at work place abg adzan cheer me up..

by buyin me a ferreo rocher..

bt only a while..

i keep thinkin bout it...

thinkin whether m i gud 4 u..

coz i dun see dat im da rite person 4 u..

as im not in da mood..

i started 2 find a way 2 hav a fight wit u...

i wanna say im sory..

damned sory for everythin..

if u cant stand me..

juz tell me da truth..

coz i cant bear 2 see u hurt coz of me..

let me hurt myself k..

it would b better..

no 1 will noe me better than myself..

let me b fuckin bitch..

who is damned selfish..

2009-06-24T10:34:00.002+08:00

sory for not bloggin...

kinda bz lately..

wit my bro weddin of course...

sory coz cant defined da event..

was damned tired..

im sad bout it at first...

but..

hepy for him..

so now..

MUHD SHARHAN BIN SUHAIMI is officially husband of NUR FAREHAN BINTI IDRIS..

now im in holiday mood..

in KL lorh..

hoyeah..

can meet MY TEMOK..

hehe..

kinda missed him..

hehehe.

p/s: da weddin pics n my holiday pics aites..

so wait ppl..

hehehe..

especially dat nerdy..

bwk bsabar..

klu tk..

tk nk upload ur pic..

hehe..

2009-06-19T03:57:00.002+08:00

wah2...

eatin alots of durians on thursdays noon...

now cant sleep..

it is due 2 da durians??..

or juz my habit of sleepin late..

hehehehe....

havin headache n sore throat now...

adesss...

well da durians so tempted..

so long already didnt ate durians ok..

akhirnye dpt gak..

free g tau...

hehehehhe...

thks mateha for buyin the durians..

as if u noe im cravin for it..

x0x0x0x0...

2009-06-16T00:13:00.002+08:00

argh!!!...

WTF!!!!...

havin a bad headache again..

feel like dis head wanna explode ar..

damned!!...damned!!...

some more hav ulcer at my lip..

nguk2 tul ar...

kinda feelin reckless dis few days..

somethin owez amiss...

dunnoe y..

bt not havin menses hor dis week..

adesss...

wat happenin 2 me ar..

fuck..fuck..

feelin not being myself dis days..

medicine also finished..

2 fuckin lazy 2 go n take da medicine again...

aiyo..

sowy ar if i hurt some1 due 2 my behaviour

2009-06-12T22:55:00.003+08:00

argh!!...

meet some pervert juz now..

dushdushdush....

stupid guy..

lucky noe-in u in myspace..

if not..

wadeh...

goin 2 kill u..

stupid n desprate guy..

dat kind of pic..

already turned horny..

BODO NYE MAMAT!!!

aish..

cant understand y some guys hav 2 behave like dat..

allah give brain ..

but dunnoe how 2 use...

such a pathetic guy....

upload dis pic again due some fault at previous post

2009-06-12T17:09:00.002+08:00

2 lazy 2 blog these days...

currently packed wit actitvities..

havin major headache n gastric..

hukhukhuk...

miss my temok damned much lorh..

MUHAMMAD KHAIRUL ASHRAFF!!..

ilysm aw!!..

my latest device n number..

bored

~10/06/09~

random pics in pizza hut

~10/06/09~

doing self manicure

~09/06/09~

nana n nani

~07/06/09~

nadea agus n aidil abdullah engagement day

~06/06/09~

self pics during da finals

~01/06/09 - 04/06/09~

last paper (global hospitality)

~04/06/09~

3rd day of final (front offices ops)

~03/06/09~

2009-06-06T19:39:00.002+08:00

wah...

sowy for not blogging for dis few days..

somethin prob wit my connection..

2day my kazen engagement day..

hurm..

my front office ops paer is not bad lorh..

confidence can pass...

but..but..

my global hospitality industry....

wah very hard siak..

confirm failed siak....

hukhukhuk...

hurm...

sowy lorh for not bloggin..

more blog will b update soon..

~chow~

2009-06-02T22:45:00.003+08:00

2nd day of exam..

adesss...

my dady sent me again..

hehehhe..

but irritatin ar..
coz my aunts were there 2..

adesss...

hurm but back 2 story..

2day exam is like damned...

hukhukhuk..

thks 2 no stdy lorh...

heheh..

my fault 2..

but alhamdulilah can answer hor..

even thought anyhow answer it..

hehehehe...

then after paper..

when 2 lucky plaza 2 hav lunch...

very hungry lh...

went there wit mates..

grace,grace sis,richie n jc[dunnoe whether rite spellin]

i hav ayam penyet bt tapau..

coz they eatin filipino crusine..

havin much fun lorh..

laughin all da way..

n get bully by them..

adess...

hehehehehehhehe...

~blog will update for 2morow story~

2009-06-01T20:06:00.003+08:00

wah...

started already my exams...

1 paper per day...

1st paper = HOSPITALITY FINANCE..

2nd paper = FACILITIES & ACCOMODATION OPS. ..

3rd paper = FRONT OFFICE OPS. ..

4rd paper = GLOBAL HOSPITALITY...

da location is at..

RELC INTERNATIONAL HOTEL 30 orange groove road..

roughly 10 - 15 mins walk from da bustop...

1st day paper,finance,...

my dady sent me..

but picked hailey at still road 1st..

she stayin at her fren hstl for meanwhile..

kinda mish her when she not around..

reach there early for an hr early i think..

so juz chillin around..

didnt revise a bit..

hehehehe..

2 clever i think..*perasan seyh*

hurm..

the paper started at 1.15 n end at 3.45..

but i hand in da paper at 2.35..

roughly took 1 hr 2o mins doin it..

the paper is quite ok..

mostly can done 3rd quarter of da paper..

easy kn..hehehe..

alhamdulilah i remember da formula..

dats for da calculation..

bt hate da theory..

cant remember some..

adesss...

actually i almost missed my 20 marks...

aish....

but luckily found da balance in da balance sheet..

nasib..nasib..

but after all...

im hepy dat i done quite well for finance..

hehehe..

now stdyin for next day..

hehehhe...

as if hor..

~blog will update 2morow~

2009-05-31T18:04:00.002+08:00

i dun understand wat happened..

is it my fault..

or he is da 1 who is SS..

btw he should noe dat i already my temok..

but y should he say somethin like dat 2 me..

sowy fellow..

u r da 1 who is mistaken my frendship 2wards u..

i not tryin 2 humiliate u..

but my bf juz dun like ur way..

my comments 2 him...

1st comment
nana malu an anib??..anib taw x ape yg anib ckp??..klu nana nk malu an anib..dh lma lh nana malu..y skg..klu nana x ske..nana ckp..nana ne bkn pendendam..bf nana buka ms nana..baca smua comment anib..ape g nana nk ckp??..nana mnx maap cgt2 klu anib rasa nana malu an anib...bt nana ne bkn ppuan bodo nk malu an owg len..nana pown bkn baik sgt n sempurna..so wat for nk malu an owg len..

2nd comment

anib2...ye memang dia g penting dr anib..sbb dia bf nana..n anib ne kwn nana..klu anib rasa anib xnk bkwn nan nana..nana xleh nk halang anib..nana xleh nk halang tok benci nana..im nobody 2 u..i hav totally no rights 2 stop u..

3rd comment

ye nana taw..bt anib pna pkr x..klu ne smua blaku pat owg anib cyg..anib nan dia..bt tba2 ade llki say wat as u say 2 me..mesti anib mara an..dats wat my bf felt k..dia x kisah klu anib nk bkwn nan nana..cuma 1 je dia mnx..xmo lebey2..stick as frens only n no feelins...

4th comment

nana pown xtaw nk ckp ape g...dr anib je..but wat i wanna say..i dun wanna lose a fren nor neither my bf..klu anib rasa nana ne xleh nk jaga rahsia anib n smua luahan anib..anib xyah gtaw nana..t pkr nana malukn anib g..

n now dun try 2 say its my fault..

n try 2 threaten me..

sak r..

u da hell u think u r..

my 5th comment

omg..anib ne saje an sakit an ati nana..nana dh try nk baik nan anib but..u really tryin 2 get on my nerves..cgt2 cabar ksabaran nana...sowy being rude..let me tell u straight k..i love my bf..n nana x mati klu hilang 1 kwn juz bcoz ne..nana bwu je knl anib abeh anib dh camne..nana taw bkn nana share je anib share rahsia n probs..amai g ppuan..as if u r tryin 2 ask sympathy from them..hey anib..grow up pls..b a man..smpi bla2 pown anib xkn kmane2 klu anib camne..sowy cgt2 klu kuang ajar..dis wat u get if u try 2 get on my nerves..n dun jolly well judge me if u dunnoe me..2 yg paling pantang..

6th n final comment

now u blamin me??...i noe im being rude..n i m tryin 2 mind my words..bt u r gettin on my nerves..anib pkr nana ske ke ckp cam 2 pat anib..ske??..klu anib rasa nana ske..dr td since kte comment2..nana dh ckp bkn2 aw..but im not a bitch 2 say those..anib pkr lh ape anib ckp nana nana..nana tryin tok baik2 nan anib..bt ape anib ckp nan nana??..anib pkr nana ne xde perasaan gak ke??..anib xknl nana cgt2 tp anib dh judge nana.im damned sad bila kwn yg nana nk coba dkt ckp cam 2 bout me..besar cgt ke dosa nana kat anib ampi anib pkr nana cam 2??..

hurm..wateva lh..

wat i noe is u never exist in my life.

so y should i give a shit on u..

2009-05-30T19:58:00.002+08:00

A tiring day..

damned2 tired..

for few days..

my hse is painted..

from da kitchen to da living room..

then to the master bedroom n other rooms..

hurm...

da smell of da paint make me wanna faint..

adesss....

actually plannin 2 start revision 2day..

but cant..hukhukuk..

the painter,md aidil n md sharhan,is bossin me around...

how 2 focus on my revision?..

kan..kan..kan..

now they painting aidil's room...

wah2...his red was strikin seyh..

hehehehe..

but dunnoe when will my room next...

n still thinkin wat colour should b in my room...

adesss...

penin..penin..

but well..

i hav alot fun 2day..

every1 is helpin each other n jokin around..

miss those family moments..

2009-05-29T01:49:00.002+08:00

omg..

im feelin so2 reckless rite now...

plus wit dis headache...

makin me feel totally terrible...

day by day...

the more my headache gettin worst..

dun noe wat happenin 2 me...

feel like dis head goin 2 explode..

dis stress really make me at my wits end..

cant take it anymore..

feel like wanna take my own life..

the doc already adviced not 2 make myself stress..

but wat can i do..

dis how my life is...

full of stress...

really hate myself...

really hate everythin bout me..

hopin i would die soon..

YA ALLAH YA TUHAN KU..

MENGAPA LH UJIAN KU NE BERAT SUNGGUH..

HAMBA MU NE SUNGUH2 LEMAH..

X SANGGUP LG MAW HADAPI DUGAAN NE..

seriously i feel wanna die now..

my whole world seem wrong...

very2 wrong...

im very2 sowy..

if i done many wrong or trouble..

wish could turn back da tym...

VERY SORRY

2009-05-26T02:23:00.002+08:00

Adesss....

WTF!!!..

sak r dis guy really makin more pissed of..

oredi mad wit some1 who judge my status at ym..

now he makin probs...

arrgghhh!!!...

dumb ass....

bodo nye jantan!!!...

well i didnt disturbed him lorh..

suddenly i received photo from him..

precisely his comments is like shit...

WTH!!!

hey listen

if u think i did bother u holiday...

fine,im sowy..

but how started 2 call me 1st??..

duh!!!..of course u..

cry 2 me dat u hav been hijacked..

its great dat i bastard u..

wanna noe y...

mainly u dunnoe how 2 appreciate girls..

then u do anythin dat pleased u..

u never think how da girls felt..

hey come on lh...

wake up!!..

u aint dat good either..

so back off DOG!!!...

2009-05-23T18:06:00.004+08:00

sowy coz bloggin in malay..

some words is undefined..

seriously rasa so sial2 2day...

1st..

aku dh r kna mara nan makcik aku..

padahal she is mad nan abg aku..

but lepaskn pat aku lh..

pergh ayat dia..siak r..

ble tahan dowh..

btw aku taw r aku ne mnumpang kt uma dia..

she doesnt hav 2 say like dat..

then leh lak kait an nan binatang..

dia pkr aku ne ape..

xde feelin kepe..

aku paliing x ske klu owg ckp sal ahli kluarga aku..

WTF!!..

mulot 2 cam ape je..

seriously like shit..

dh r nk naek haji taun ne..

but let lak ckp cam2..

2ndly lak..

my bf..

padahal yesterday bwu ok je aw...

tba2 lak leh jd cam ne..

coz 1 post kt blog ne je..

then dia pkr aku x share probs nan dia..

btw how m i suppose 2 share wit u if wasnt around..

im dat kind person must luahkn..
xleh nk pendam lma2..

or i will get some fuckin attitude..

p/s: pls hby..

bby x bmaksod pown nk wat cam 2 nan hby..

bby taw ne smua bpunca dr bby..

im da 1 who havin problems..

bkn hby..

sowy slma ne bby slalu wat hby sakit ati nan gaya bby..

bby pown nga cuba ubah perangai bby...

but its not dat easy..

it take tym..

sowy cgt2 hby...

my famili is important 4 me..

w/pown aku kkurangan kasih sayang seowg ank..

~lps baca ne,pls dun comment bout it~

~nor ask me bout it~

~btw ne bkn tok simpati~

~aku tulis ape yg aku rasa~

~salam~

2009-05-22T19:50:00.005+08:00

Alhamdulilah..
my relationship wit temok is fine again...

im totally afraid losin him..
hukhukuk...

well i noe is my fault..
for being such no gud gurlfren...

but im a human...

n everybody make mistakes..

but now..

i goin 2 change some of my attitude...
for me,him n every1...
makin every1 around me hepy..

n makin me hepy 2 by seein them hepy..

hehehehehehe...

MUHAMMAD KHAIRUL ASHRAF BIN ABD WAHID!!!...

i love u so0o0o0o0o much!!...
i dun want 2 lose u!!!...
my love,my heart n my soul...

is only for u!!!...

hidop ku hanye ade dia..xske???..kowg nye pasal r..

im hepy wit him..

so dun bother my relationship wit him..

no hepy wit us..

dats ur fuckin probs..

heheheheheh...

temok n chubby..

2009-05-20T18:40:00.003+08:00

im very tired..

juz came back from joggin..

my 1st day..

hehehhee...

2 days straight went 2 jb..

juz bcoz of MD SHARHAN weddin invitation card..

hukhukhuk..

but yesterday was da best moment ever..

abg aidil was takin bout da past..

we were laughin da whole evenin seyh...

talkin bout he n my bro when they we young..

so many funny memoirs..

md sharhan n md aidil

wish i could remember all my memoirs like them..

than share wit my kids in da future..

*aish*

*bcita2 tinggi seyh..hehehe*

2009-05-17T21:08:00.002+08:00

Being myself is very complicated..

i cant imagine wat has become me..

i couldnt see myself straight..

every wat i done is content..

every step i make is arranged..

tryin to be myself will never achieved..

seriously i dunnoe wat 2 do...

wish i cant take out my life..

it really been a painful journey for me..

damned painful..

every single person around me doesnt how i feel..

da feel 2 walk away on my own..

juz their motivation would keep up my spirit..

but i noe wit will never happened..

i was left alone..

alone to endure the journey..

2009-05-15T00:37:00.003+08:00

Seriously feelin shit rite now...

everythin doesnt seem well...

some1 dat should b there for me...

is no where 2 b seem...

fuckin pomiz!!!!...

seriously feelin miserable rite now...

so reckless...

wat da fuck sia...

FUCKIN HATE MYSELF!!..

FUCKIN HATE MY LIFE!!..

FUCKIN HATE EVERYTHIN!!..

P/S : Where r u when i need u??..

pls dun made a pomiz if u cant make it..

ily yet u r makin me feelin suck...

damned!!!...

~very2 sad~

~need a space~

2009-05-13T05:14:00.002+08:00

Dis so bad...

its already 5.20 am..

yet i havnt sleep..

yesterday while in jb...

i was damned fuckin sleepy..

but now i didnt sleep...

hukhukuk...

wats happenin 2 me??..

feelin not well a bit actually...

havin headache...

since few weeks ago...

em no matter wat...

im tryin 2 force myself 2 sleep...

then by 8 or 9 hav 2 wake up n get ready..

coz goin 2 jb 2 settle aidil abdullah engagements stuff...

~Ch0w~

2009-05-11T23:12:00.007+08:00

H00Yeah!!!!!....

im done wit course already...

startin 2ml no more college for me...

hehehehhehe...

yet goin 2 miss BOSTON BUSINESS SCHOOL

But i noe i will miss them..

my fellow college mates...

my lectures...
hukhukhukhuk...
well it is not da same like primary n secondary sch..

Noe-in them is da best..

they r very kind hearted,helpful n most of all GILA!!..

hahahahhahaha...

they r from anywhere..

not only sporean r...

most of my classmates are asians..

owen's party

advance christmas party

semester 1

me through out my college days

p/s : MORE PICS 2 UPLOAD...

2009-05-10T23:33:00.004+08:00

2day story is eat,eat n more eat...

2day is mother celebration...

sad cant celebrate wit my dearest mom..

i love u so much mom..

even though we r far..

u owez in my heart...

mmuuuaaaxxxx...

me n my mum[hamsah taruddin]

2day...

my uncle came from kl..

then we went RASA 21...

i ate sliced hor fun,ice kacang n goweng pasang

then evening...

we went 2 my aunt hse...

havin mother's celebration n tahlil...

i ate laksa..

twice lorh...

em gettin fat ar...

but who care..

it my life...

hahahhahaha...

then becomin lesbo wit my kazen in her room...

keep kissin her cheecks...

n she kissed me back..

hahahhaha...

not being myself for dis few days...

then we kissed on lips..

after i dare her..

hahahhaha...

well i admit she dare..

we did it a few times..

but not french kiss k..

us wit nothin 2 do...ahakz..

2009-05-10T11:30:00.003+08:00

yesterday was so damned bored...

juz stayin at home wit nothin 2 do...

so as normal i juz on9 n stay in my room da whole day...

well cant say much as dat wat i owez do at home...

hahahahahaha......

then wat made pissed of yesterday isi cant open my blog...

hukhukukhuk...

also dunnoe wat happened...

i was helpin my ex wit his blog...

such as busybody also want a blog...

but cant angry wit him..

dat is his individual...

as a good ex gf(perhaps),so help him wit open heart...

but then i couldnt opened my blog...

dunnoe due 2 wat..

my password mayb..

BUT thanx 2 azlan aka selang...

for helpin me 2 recover my blog back....

hehehehe...

thanx nGUK!!..

i owe u a lunch k...

but dunnoe when we can meet..

hukhukhuk..

2009-05-09T03:45:00.002+08:00

hate it!!!!!...
damned sia dis mornin..
1st my ex boyfren talked fuckin crap wit me...
cant bother talkin n bringin up old story...
already break so why bother talkin bout our previous relationship...

secondly...
i made my bf mad..
i broke his promise..
hukhukhuk..
well i didnt mean not 2 dlet my ex network..
thinkin he will never disturbed me again..
em....

im very2 sowy muhammad khairul ashraf bin abd wahid...
i really2 didnt mean 2 hurt ur feelin by dat way..
i love u so much..
nothin will change my love for u...
n sowy i cant b perfect for u..
take care...
remember dat u owez my heart...

2009-05-06T22:25:00.003+08:00

2 more lessons n 1 test...im out of college..

em never thought it will b dat soon..

hukhuk...

external exams is on dis early week of june..

im also dunnoe whether im ready for it..

but at least for FINANCE..im ready for it..hahahha...

missin my TEMOK so02 much lorh..

text him only for a while..

but he did call me for a couple of mins..

i love him so0 much...

hopin we last till da rest our lives..

AMIN..

my temok..

2009-05-05T21:34:00.000+08:00

sometym i juz dun get it..
is everythin really complicated or we r makin things complicated..
lorh..all dis this is makin me confusin r...
but..WTH!!...
as i dun give a shit on it..(perhaps)

HOYYEAH!!....
3 days straight on FINANCE!!...
yippe..
em i also dunnoe since when i love finance..
mayb da calculation..hehehe..
im scorin for dis module this external examination...